*کپشن*Never Let Me Go

?!can't you stop it
stop being so bad...
stop being bitch to me..
can't you?
cause i'm tired
i'm so fucking tired of you all!!!
i'm so fucking bad...
i'm not fine!!!...
ok??!
I
AM
NOT
FINE
....not anymore
i'm so fucking hate you
i'm jealousing at you because you can show yourselves fine and happy...again!!
don't be bad too me plz
i can't handle it anymore...no...i can't...
i can't stop these fucking things...
these fucking tears!
i used to be loved all of you...
my mom...my dad..my brother...i loved my best friend...i lost my love for this loving!!
even you!even you are reading this,know that i used to loved you...
i just wanted to be your friend...your someone in your lives
i just wanted to be loved
i wanted to make you happy...
but it worked wrong...i messed up...badly.....i upset you...but you didn't have to behave to me like that
cause i just fucking love you
i wanted to just a little fucking help you!
i'm so fucking sorry to wanted being someone in your lives...
i'm sorry that i exist and i'm living and breathing...because i don't like it! i don't like this fucking stupid life that i upset everyone i love with my every move...
i can't change it...sorry! ...i tried so many times but it's not gonna happen...i don't wanna chuck myself and shut the fuck up...i'm this and i'm sorry about that!... i don't like myself anymore...not anymore...no
!i am soooo fucked up...i'm messed up awufully...and i'm regret that i was in your lives
i hate my fucked up and asshole version ...
i hate the bitch people that they were in my life
i hate this fucking fake world that i have to keep my fucking smile:)...i hate this:)...!!!
#خود_نوشته
هر کی باز میکنه بـــــآید لایک کنه